I'm obsessing about this move. I really am. Something has been bothering me lately and I try to push it to the back of my mind because I don't think (and I really, fingers-crossed hope) that it's not true.
Since I have moved away, my friends have gotten married, began new relationships, new jobs, and new chapters of their lives. And during this time, they have bonded together... which is good, great, and wonderful. But as they've been growing and changing together, I've been missing out on everything, and I'm scared that the dynamics of our friendships have changed so much that I'll never really belong to the group again.
And I know, duhhh, everyone and everything changes. Of course it isn't going to be how it was in college. I just hope, as childish as this sounds, that they will still like me. I guess I'll have to get used to this feeling, being in a military family and all.
Emo day.
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I will be your friend. I have no friends. LOL.
ReplyDeleteBesides, the girls love you. Throw yourself back in. It will be like nothing ever changed, except you are married and stuff.
Kandice Lewis. Get your ass to NC. True story, none of us are sure how to be a grown up. So we can figure THAT out and bond. :)
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